Happy Two Month.

dear mikey(: ♥

this has been the best two months of my life. every moment i spend with you just spirals me deeper and deeper in love with you. we've only been together for a short amount of time, but, i know i want to be with you for the rest of my life. now that i've met you, i can't loose you. i need you in my life. you are the one who cusions my swollen heart and makes everything better, again. you are the one who dries my tear and makes me feel safe. and you are the one who i'm in love with, and no one else could ever take your place. (rhyming.... ?)

you are most deffenetly my everything. i want you forever. i need you forever.

i want to wake up every morning, sun on my face, and you snuggled tight against me, sleeping silently, breathing deeply, squezing tightly, loving fully (more rhyming.... ?). i want to be able to roll over and look you right in the face, kiss you, and watch you wake up, blinking slowly, smiling brightly, loving dearly ♥ and when i watch you slowly wake up, time will stop and the moment will freeze, and we will gaze into each others eyes for all eternity (i'm in a rhyming mood, i guesss : P). and nothing could ever make me happier, then to stare into the oceans of your eyes forever and ever. nothing could ever make me happier then to share that beautiful moment with you forever and ever. because you're so special to me, and i love you more then i've ever loved another.

i might have said this a thousand times, but, as soon as i met you i knew you were going to be so special to me. i remember every detail of that day. it was warm outside, me and brittney were sitting on the abe statue, when she called your name, and both you and zach trotted over to us. we were introduced, and you explained your "relationship" with zach, a.k.a; your brother mikey. hahaha. of coarse i didn't believe you, but it made me smile(: you never had trouble making me smile, even when i was upset. do you remember that day when i was really really upset, and there was pretty much no hope in my happiness ? you tried so so hard to make me smile, but you couldn't. but, something you had said to me didn't really sink in, but as soon as i went on the bus and thought about what you said, i smiled the whole way home(: and i didn't stop smiling for along time afterwards. after that, my feelings for you started to shift, and i started to fall in love with you ♥

after that, it seemed that our relationship was filled with drama. it was quit a love triangle with you, caleb, and lexi. honestly, that was probably the hardest month of my life. i knew i was falling in love with you, but i liked caleb AND lexi, and they both knew it. it broke my heart the way i treated you. and i'm so sorry for hurting you, even though you said i never did. even though you said it, i knew you were lying. it hurt me alot knowing that i crushed you. but, even though i said i was just about to give up on you, i never did, and i was never going to. you were just too important to me to have ever given up. somewhere deep inside of me, i knew you were the one. i knew i could see myself with you forever. i thought about you more than i thought about the other two. i liked you more than i liked the other two. i loved you more than i loved the other two.

the point is, is that i love you more than anything. you were the first person that i've ever said "i'm in love with you." to. you're the first boyfriend i've truely loved, and you are my first true love(: even though you couldn't have been my first kiss, or that other thing..., i want you to be my first everything else ♥ because, you are the first person i've ever fully trusted with my life, my soul, and my heart. so, keep me safe for the rest of my life, because i'm going to be with you for the rest of it. even if i have to drag you, kicking and screaming ♥

i love you with everything i have, and i want to spend the rest of my life with you. i want to experience life with my hand in yours, but tip toeing our way down, because i want my time with you to last eternity.

mikey, i'm in love with you.
happy two month(:

11.18.09 ♥

love,

marissa rita rousseau(: ♥

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mine and mikey's two month, today(:
i colored it, and it accualy came out AMAZING... but, i already gave it to him :/
maybe, i'll steel it back whenever i go to his house and i'll scan it for you guys(:
btw; rousseau is mikey's last name XD it was supposse to be cutee. : D

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stay beautiful.